Oh god this feels so good. Being sober and shit like that.

I am clean right now, for about a week. No smoking, no drinking. Yesterday i chilled out with my old 'friends' again, those wasted bastards. Watching them getting stoned and drunk while being clean is awful.

One of them is currently on the edge again. He has a 2 year old daughter that he had to leave because her mother couldn't handle him. I mean, both on drugs all the time getting themselves twisted down into a spiral of affliction, that's not what i want a child to be raised like.

If you are addicted to any kind of drugs and about 20 years old, stay away from breeding because it will destroy your life !

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There's this guy where we often meet, his name is Sanjay. He is a real phenomenon for me, because he is stoned 24/7 but gets along with it quite well. He has one of the biggest and finest collection of dnb-vinyl's and also does the turntables. Vegetarian, handsome and good natured. I fucking hate him.

Stay tuned.