I am just wondering if I am just wasting my time?

I would have never cheated if there were not so many cheaters like DynamicMode. I will love quake forever, I will get a new computer and Isp eventually anyway, It would be cool if my accounts got unbanned, because either way the ql community hasnt seen the last of me... A clue to my ql profile is on my profile, if the admin ever unbans me I promise to be as straight as an arrow. I ragehacked because of the absence of anti_cheat and so many players getting away with it, I sent a demo that shows me in practice and, in the said demo I have 180 frags demonstrating my love for the game. Plz unban. Though you have a strict anti-cheat policy, why did Doom have godmode?