I spent the last few hours reading your posts, and testing out your q43a mod, and I 'm gonna re-troll you now:

Please take the things below as a true friendly advice, even if you are not real.

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You are insane,period This is not the end of the world, some 2-3 years old kids are in hospital desperately waiting for a new hearth or liver or they will die in a few days, so you are doing pretty well compared to them, but sadly you are really insane, and you gonna have to live with that for the rest of your life.

Even if your mod would be awesome (which is not), you would not get any kind of positive feedback from the ESR community. Quake4 dead beyond reasonable doubt, and only the quakers here are know about your mod. Just think about this for a second please. Your mod will never get a playerbase from here, and nobody else knows about it..... just think please!

You are coding stuffz, renting out servers and websites, writing insane amount of logs, posts and all kind of texts, and wasting your time and money, and doing all of this because YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH YOUR MOD.

You are putting a shit lot of work into q43a, way to much work tbh, without any kind of positive result whatsoever. This project is failed! THIS DOESN'T MEAN YOU ARE FAILED, all you have to do is just quit this mod right now, and do something else.

The first few months will be awful i guess, but please just TRY AND QUIT Q43A NOW! Start something else!. You proved that you can do so many great things, perhaps your next project will be much more successful, but it doesn't really matter how it will end, it can't be any worse than this one.

Thanks for all your hard work, we will never forget your mod, just go and SAVE YOURSELF:)