I just can't motivate myself to play anymore ...
it's just not anymore new to me ...
sure I have the potential to become a very good player in the game ...
but what for ... in real life noone cares for your virtual skills ...
I'm coming back again and again ... but I just can't play regularly,
I play maybe for one week and then I leave again for another 6 months ... etc. ... then take it out again ... and leave again ...
lately I got back to emulators, but I'm just searching for the games.
I just want to *have* them and get them working ... not really play them ... and now I downloaded all the games i wanted to have ...
there is really nothing for me in the gaming world anymore :-(
but this is probably for the good after all ... :-)

now I still have to get rid of the addiction for chess that grew in me the last year ... :-)